Gah. Life.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007 // 7:36 PM
Over the course of thanksgiving weekend, (on black Friday of course) my boyfriend and I went to target where I got these cute cleavage booties. They were $30. I got them for$7. I went to turkey creek and walked for a while in nature, which was refreshing and nice. We might go canoing next, and maybe later go rock climbing. These days I'm up for anything that burns calories. In fact, I think it's becoming a problem again. I feel like I'm headed for a relapse any time now, with Bulimia and anorexia. Bulimia hasn't become a reliance as it used to be because, frankly, I don't want to throw up my birth control. Otherwise, I've been thinking about it all the time again. I can't get my mind off of it anymore. Ugh. I can't even think right now. On a lighter note, I went job hunting, (Carabbas turned us down because we have no serving experience, Applebees only has Kitchen jobs, and Chili's said the people they hire generally stay--so there are no openings) However, at Fusion Bistro (which is not yet open) the guy said they generally don't hire unless you have 2 years experience, but since we are good looking we have a chance anyway-so we turned in apps there. At the Fashion Bug the girl there complemented my fake lashes and my jacket--she was nice, so Monday I'm turning in an app there. At Ted and Doc's Pizza Saloon (cringe) the guy said he was really looking for servers, and seemed excited we were applying. Seriously what does it take to make it in this world? I really wasn't up for job hunting, had an anxiety attack, and was forced to go anyway, and felt good about it afterwards. BIG NEWS! I also got my VA check finally--$1500. Yay. Anyway, since my self esteem is low, I decided to be a camera whore:
My job attire:)
making love to the lipstick
BAM bet you didnt see that coming
Peek-a-boo
supahstaa
and the boob shot.
For those of you that want to know--this is what it takes to make me beautiful.
Stuff I want!
Thursday, November 15, 2007 // 6:54 PM
Okay, seriously, my wardrobe sucks. I want a new one. So, over time I'll have to slave away trying to find the right stuff. Currently, I want this stuff:
Mike and Chris Edison Jasper Leather Hoodie
Chanel Kidskin Bootlet
Frye Harness Boots
Marc Jacobs Lola 2 sunglasses
Betsy, Oh, Betsy
Wednesday, November 14, 2007 // 7:35 PM
For those of you who hate Betsy Johnson-Fuck you, you're wrong. While I absolutely love Betsy because of her very feminine and colorful designs, I have to say, her fall 2007 line was lacking. It Had all the right silks and dark colors for fall, but I thought she'd throw in a little more shape and color than that. I mean, there were poofy, ugly shapes to them. And what was up with those french maids? The ONLY thing I liked in the collection was this:
However, with her Spring 2007 collection, there was an endless love affair, as the bright 40's inspired looks were so versatile and feminine (and although this is her old spring collection, it by far beats her new 2008 0ne):
I mean they all look like dolls!
As for her Spring 2008 collection, don't even get me started on that. Who wants to go around (even on their prom) looking like an overdone Barbie doll? Not me. I hope she picks it up next season.
Sorry Guys!
// 6:07 AM
For all my friends out there: Sorry! I didn't mean to make it sound as if I wanted to be a skeley, although the way I wrote it sounds as if I do. I meant to say that the Hollywood image really does influence you, and that I do want (and have been wanting) to lose weight--but not loads! I will be posting progress though--if I start getting too skinny, let me know! But as for now, I could spare some extra fat (what I want to be losing is fat, not muscle). I want to be a "healthy skinny" not a boney skinny:) I will be deleting the other post due to it's misgivings.Ive been thinking....
Monday, November 12, 2007 // 8:13 AM
I've been thinking about changing up my look a little bit with the coming weight loss plan. No, I don't want blue hair (The Platinum stays!) -BUT, I think the side swept bangs, length, and hair styling on Raquel Reed is fabulous. Credit: http://raquelreed.buzznet.com
For the new Spring looks:
Sunday, November 11, 2007 // 3:04 PM
For the coming spring look, there was loads of color; one thing I'm glad to see is that bright lips with neutral shaded clothing hasn't yet faded the interest of designers. Above are just a few of my favorite looks. From the top: Temperly london (hated the line, loved the makeup), Tuleh (I want that crazy bag!), Luella (I loved the geek glasses and batman accessories), Buckler (For a Dude, this outfit is Hot!!). By the way, if anyone can tell me how the hell I get the text before the pictures please enlighten me! For more: http://www.mbfashionweek.com/newyork/spring2008
