Gah. Life.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007 // 7:36 PM
Over the course of thanksgiving weekend, (on black Friday of course) my boyfriend and I went to target where I got these cute cleavage booties. They were $30. I got them for$7. I went to turkey creek and walked for a while in nature, which was refreshing and nice. We might go canoing next, and maybe later go rock climbing. These days I'm up for anything that burns calories. In fact, I think it's becoming a problem again. I feel like I'm headed for a relapse any time now, with Bulimia and anorexia. Bulimia hasn't become a reliance as it used to be because, frankly, I don't want to throw up my birth control. Otherwise, I've been thinking about it all the time again. I can't get my mind off of it anymore. Ugh. I can't even think right now. On a lighter note, I went job hunting, (Carabbas turned us down because we have no serving experience, Applebees only has Kitchen jobs, and Chili's said the people they hire generally stay--so there are no openings) However, at Fusion Bistro (which is not yet open) the guy said they generally don't hire unless you have 2 years experience, but since we are good looking we have a chance anyway-so we turned in apps there. At the Fashion Bug the girl there complemented my fake lashes and my jacket--she was nice, so Monday I'm turning in an app there. At Ted and Doc's Pizza Saloon (cringe) the guy said he was really looking for servers, and seemed excited we were applying. Seriously what does it take to make it in this world? I really wasn't up for job hunting, had an anxiety attack, and was forced to go anyway, and felt good about it afterwards. BIG NEWS! I also got my VA check finally--$1500. Yay. Anyway, since my self esteem is low, I decided to be a camera whore:
My job attire:)
making love to the lipstick
BAM bet you didnt see that coming
Peek-a-boo
supahstaa
and the boob shot.
For those of you that want to know--this is what it takes to make me beautiful.
